I've been home 10 days now, which is just hard to believe. Time is back to moving at its familiar fast pace again. I'll tell you guys, it is a real struggle to not get caught up in the culture of busyness here. Everything in Germany moves slower, just easing its way along. I loved that you know, I think it was good for my health and my psyche, and I don't want to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of city life again. I'm trying not to anyway, but it is such a challenge already. It's taking some serious intention on my part to not speed wherever I'm driving. I know that speeding makes little to no difference, but I do it so compulsively, so automatically anyway. Speed-walking around my office in hopes of getting one more thing done before that next meeting. Eating lunch at my desk while checking emails. Just trying to cram one. more. thing. into. this. already. full. day. It's never ending though. I'm a gerbil on a wheel. I am my own problem. If I can just be a little more efficient, just get a little more work done today, then I'll be caught up in time for time....but that's not true. It doesn't matter how much I do, there's more of it waiting for me tomorrow. It's no way to live, you guys. I know that, and yet I see myself doing it as if I'm an onlooker sitting in the corner watching this crazy woman unravel.
Flying standby didn't pan out in the end. I tried to catch one of three outgoing flights from Frankfurt to the USA three days in a row to no avail. Each day I called, and each day all three flights were booked and even overbooked. In the end, Brad saved my life. He gave me the precious gift of home by cashing in some of his frequent flyer miles. Did you know that a last-minute flight from Frankfurt to Phoenix costs $4,200.00? I know right?! I thought it'd be expensive, but not *that* expensive you know. Thank you, Jesus, for Brad's generosity and his plethora of frequent flyer miles that allowed me to finally get home in time.
It has been really good to be back at work. I love my job and I especially love my co-workers. They are some of the best people on the planet, and I get to work alongside them! We get to meet people's needs together, and it's so cool. I missed it a lot. With that being said, I am suuuuper busy. I have so much work to do it's not even funny, haha. But thankfully I didn't forget everything. I still know how to do this social work thing kind of. The paperwork, scheduling, and phone calls are a bit of an adjustment after spending the summer cooking, cleaning, and hanging out with people. It's a change in workload, that's for sure.
Keep you guys posted on life and other such events.
For whoever reads this thing.
Yours truly,
City Girl



